Most importantly...yourself.

Some things in life you just have no control over. In the last 2 years i have lost the only man i have ever really loved. Gained a different love that will always be in my heart for ever. Then, end up right where i started again...just as in love as i was the first day i kissed those sweet lips of his. And even though its hard to accept all these changes going on to me, there coming regardless. This is the first time in my life i have truley lived on my own without a boy beside me to hold my hand. And i'm terrified....I'm so scarred that i'll wake up one morning and i wont beable to control the things going on around me. All i want in life is to live, and be happy with someone that will love me and treat me right. and someday i truely believe that its going to happen to me...but unti. then I just have to keep taking life one day at time, because if you don't, you will forget the important things in life that make it worth living....yourself. :)