Whispers...i love you as she's drifting off :)

I love the way this song makes me feel when i've had a bad day....

She comes home late at night
Kicks her high heels off and sighs
And lays down on the bed
She said its been a long day at work
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To be with you again
Lord I love just to watch her sleeping
Ya I just pull the covers up
And wonder what she's dreamin...

Chorus:
Well she's wrapped up
With a T-shirt on
Got the lights turned way down low
Radios got her favorite song
And she's singin right along
ohhh
Let your hair down, baby let it fall
Rip the phone cord out the wall
Whisper I love you while your driftin off again
Whenever we're alone

Verse 2:
Took her out last Friday night
Let her dance under neon light
And that girl she's turnin heads
Strangers eyes right on my girl
Can't blame him man she's beautiful
She's comin home with me
And Lord her beauty is hard to hide
I'm countin my blessin every night

Chorus:
Well she's wrapped up
With a T-shirt on
Got the lights turned way down low
Radio has got her favorite song
And she's singin right along
ohhh
Let your hair down, baby let it fall
Rip the phone cord out the wall
Whisper I love you while your driftin off again
Whenever we're alone

Most importantly...yourself.

Some things in life you just have no control over. In the last 2 years i have lost the only man i have ever really loved. Gained a different love that will always be in my heart for ever. Then, end up right where i started again...just as in love as i was the first day i kissed those sweet lips of his. And even though its hard to accept all these changes going on to me, there coming regardless. This is the first time in my life i have truley lived on my own without a boy beside me to hold my hand. And i'm terrified....I'm so scarred that i'll wake up one morning and i wont beable to control the things going on around me. All i want in life is to live, and be happy with someone that will love me and treat me right. and someday i truely believe that its going to happen to me...but unti. then I just have to keep taking life one day at time, because if you don't, you will forget the important things in life that make it worth living....yourself. :)

This is where it gets Personal.

Christina

She sits and Thinks...
But it seems thinking only gets her into trouble.
But she could Care less.
She's always been a trouble Maker.
It's just part of her Nature.

She's so sick, sick of everything.
She's exhausted.
Tired of fighting against everything.
There's that everything again...
She hates that little thing Called Everything.
She just wants Everything to go away.

she just wants someone to steel this pain.
She's sick of everything.

Why must she hurt this Much, why must she feel this misunderstood.
Little did she know that this pain would tare here apart.
Little did she know that this pain would give her these thoughts.

She feels out of place, She feels lost.
She feels her heart Drop.
The only thing Constant in her life seems to have just hit the floor.
Nothing feels real to her anymore.

Reality must have ran away along with Everything.

All she has left now are her thoughts.

Yeah She keeps those locked away.

That's how she likes them.

so she just sits there....

and Thinks.